Self-Immolation
Taylor Meehan
something 
 
in the brain 
 
is arsonic 
 
as in 
 
an arsonist 
    
(funny because 
                   it sounds like      
                           the poison.)    
 
your arsonist 
 
wants you to 
 
drink
the poison 
 
smoke 
 
the poison 
 
steal 
 
the poison 
 
and 
 
    set fires with it 
 
maybe 
 
shatter the mirror
shatter the bones
of your fingers
five
(tear as in rip)
four
(tear as in cry) 
 
three 
 
(shred as in tear as in rip) 
 
      two 
 
(shred as in thread as in hope) 
 
one. 
 
(no) 
 
      (no) 
 
(no)                                              (no) 
 
(no)                   (no.) 
 
i need those. 
 
instead flicked 
 
my lighter until 
 
it left a blister
on my thumb 
 
(blister bliss blister 
bliss blister bliss) 
 
poison bled 
 
into 
 
every word, 
 
called it righteous 
 
(anthropomorphism= 
personification for psychos Psych majors) 
 
and you 
 
listened 
 
to the arsonic brain 
 
and you 
 
became 
 
an arsonist 
 
and you 
 
set fire 
 
to yourself. 
 
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